There are always issues when working with groups. It is rewarding and inherently frustrating all at the same time. I can't ever decide if I like it or hate it all at the same time. *chuckles* So, my biggest issue with this working/together project--from the very beginning has been--what is my part of it? It's not my project, it's not my work and it has nothing in it that is mine and it hasn't. I got over that for a while with the shirt [link] and the progression of that.

I always knew that he might not want to use it; however, now I'm back to feeling like none of this project has anything of mine in it really. I don't really want an overt presence but I feel that if this is supposed to count as part of a project...I'm just another glorified set of hands to help figure out the projection and set up. I'm not against helping and I'm not going to just back out of this now that would be wrong at this stage it's not really an option.

My friend is all, oh you're still part of this project blah blah blah. But how am I a part of the project when it's their art works that are being shown? We'd talked about having a Pod attendant wearing the outfit; but what's the point because it only does one thing. People expect more and they'll be disappointed with only one thing. I understand people's expectations and the relationship with the expectations of technology.

There are technical issues with wearing the thing in the pod's, that I kind of expected--which is part of why I wanted to cover the thing over again but my partner said I shouldn't do that. That I should just leave it and focus on other things that need to get done. So once again focus on the work that isn't mine. I've not being working on anything for BFA because I've been rushing trying to get this project done and now that's completely pointless as well.

I'm not really angry about the whole thing, I'm not sure what I'm feeling. I can't seem to untangle the mess in my head, which in part is due to being tired. I was hoping that writing it down would help me sort it but it's not working. So I guess I'm going to go focus on something I can figure out because I said I'd do it. I'll finish up the outfit this weekend for critique at least. *disappears*